my she friend and he friend

A friend and friend

My friend is in this deep frustration due to her loss in love. And LOVE is such a horrifying thing, cant blame her, it is.

My friend is in dilemma if her old close friend. Here, old is not in terms of age, but i mean time that they were together is way back in our 1^st semester-early 2^nd semester.  Things happen and they became distant from each other. I say old because i know they aren’t foes. Oh, both are my friend.

Now, having to work together as a team, my friend falls in reminiscent as she has such a queer and significant history with her old friend. It is hard, with the state if being vulnerable to love, my friend isn’t having an easy time confronting with the boyfriend of hers. But then, only now, she starts to confront with her problems with him, her old guilt and fights with him. Its painful, i can see, when u see little by little the things done and happened like someone flashing cards in front of your eyes.

For him, im trying to understand his thoughts and feelings. I believe he had come to too many things when he was with her. Feeling unappreciated and discarded, he has come to the state of feeling unable to accept what happened, and unconsciously, has made him unable to accept her anymore. Being afraid of repeating the history, he had come to ignore her and it is obvious to her.

This matter has come to be a big thing to me. Trying hard to actually defend their wrongful actions as an acceptable mistake and trying to tell them to accept and get over the past, is hard. Its hard. Im telling you, its hard L  both seems to not helping theiselves and falling deeper to the guilt they have.

SHE is being paranoid about it that every single little microscopic thing seems to magnify 100x to her eyes.

HE is being annoyed with the problem and taking things too lightly that it hurts her, and i know, it hurts him in a way too.

Ada x bnda buat awk terasa? .. ADA. AWK BUAT KWN SY NANGES. How can i say such a thing. He’s not doing it consciously.