shit

now i know, the hardest trial for a single muslimah is when her virginity, her purity, her dignity is  questioned.

APAKAH
apa arti menjaga hijab. menjaga diri.
ya, pasti ada kekhilafan. pasti ada salah.
xperlu lah menabur fitnah.
shit to you.
apa perlunya ak berbaik. sedang maruah dilanyak2. mmg kau ...(ok.sy x cukup ayat nk mencarut)
bila raja farah dlm wataknya di muvi aku masih dara wat announcement 'ya,ak masih dara' secara volunteer, mmg x rasa apa2. mmg dy thu perkara sbgitu mjadi persoalan.
me?
im not expecting this. i dont. never did i ever thought of this..
shit.
i should have expected the worst. well. it is an expectation.this is 'overwhelming'.
i feel like throwing away my big enormous veil and be the typical girls that people merely look at as they are common.typical.nothing more, nothing less.
yeah. i want to be those girls.
at least any mistakes i do wont be judged. since im not looked up on.
maybe.
but No.
x ada ujian yg diturunkan jika x mampu handle.
i MUST keep a hold of myself.
yes.
I AM ME. Watever shit ur saying about me is untrue, n it takes more than just words to bring me down.