i have a friend. a dear one. gosh i love her.
but at times i cant help to feel bothered to hear her talk.
i cant say i dont have time or busy, i dont have the heart to ignore.
but when we talk i strive to keep focusing on what she's saying.
and i know its obvious she knows whats going on.
she knows it, but she endure it.
its hard for her as much as it is for me.
am i do not love her as i claim?
my gosh.
living a lie eh? nope. im just pretending.
its tiring.
but i guess this is the only way to keep this frenship.
oh. terrible me.
i cant help feeling bad about my self. and i kept on rationalizing every bad thoughts and doings.
urgh!! i hate this. i hope we will meet soon. coz seeing her always make me feel the bond.
oh. great.
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