kawan saya

oh, my dear, dear friend,
how deep have you fell,
in love, betrayal, and stupidity.
oh, how i wished things were different,
oh, how i wish i could make things different.
dont dare you say i didnt try,
but dear, how far can i try,
when a friend is just a friend,
coping to keep u content and keeping u away from danger,
when i myself is too, still unwise in this harsh world,
still shallow in experience, and wisdom.
but dear, become used to see and hear you weep, i became speechless, just as i were before,
knowing of the facts of your life,
it made me so numb and handle you like a glass,
like a glass, so fragile, so clear, so obvious,
yet u are tainted, as all humans are,
and now you are broken, so easily,
by the f**king jerk. damn.
so harsh, yet gently, he pushed you over,
watching you fall into pieces,
yes, i am to be blamed, as i am nowhere to help,
yet, y cant you see it is his doing, and yours,
blaming is not the answer, yet seeing the truth and swallow it,
is what you need,
the bitter truth is always sweeter than the lie you tell yourself,
never did it make you better, never.
now i say, what i cant say to you anymore,
for the frustration u gave,
the hurt will never be undone,
yes, who else know better about getting hurt than you.
so, you should know better.