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Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
O Allah the Most Merciful, make things easier for us to accept this change, to endure this hardship,
for all this for You, please.
grant us peace and tranquility, in our sickening hearts, cure us of all the disease,
O Allah, the keeper of all hearts, please, keep our love to you safe. alongside the love to our sisters and brothers.
its hard.
its hard to be apart,
its hard when i miss you so much yet my conscious mind take control,
i thought i'll be okay then, but the heart feels the pain.on and on and on and on.
its hard not to tell that i love you,
when the feelings overflowing so, and i did slip it out, just to make sure u know,
and not to let the love spill away and wasted,
its hard. when u can hardly say i love you too.
yes, i knew it would be hard on you too, yet never i knew it would make u hate me.
the thing i fear the most from all of this.
how can i, whom love you, truly love you, endure this hardship if this is the outcome?
syg, i love u.
hate me, but i wont blame u my dear.
leave me not.
maybe im too much. am i asking too much..i dont know. :( ... my dear,please,if u know better, tell me.
sakit.
its hard when i miss you so much yet my conscious mind take control,
i thought i'll be okay then, but the heart feels the pain.on and on and on and on.
its hard not to tell that i love you,
when the feelings overflowing so, and i did slip it out, just to make sure u know,
and not to let the love spill away and wasted,
its hard. when u can hardly say i love you too.
yes, i knew it would be hard on you too, yet never i knew it would make u hate me.
the thing i fear the most from all of this.
how can i, whom love you, truly love you, endure this hardship if this is the outcome?
syg, i love u.
hate me, but i wont blame u my dear.
leave me not.
maybe im too much. am i asking too much..i dont know. :( ... my dear,please,if u know better, tell me.
sakit.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
kill me
how easily my heart gets hurt by simple little things u say, didn't say, do, didn't do.
or to have this vulnerability, just kill me.
my, how in love i am. i know.
never did i fell so hard for someone to get this far,
never did i love someone this much,
never did i hold on to someone like this,
i swear.
i dont want this heart to ever change.
i embrace this feeling, this affection; love is a gift from God.
alhamdulillah.
let us purify this gift of love.
or to have this vulnerability, just kill me.
far far away
how far did we go, for love.
im so sure its love.
but why did i do so?
why stain spmething so pure?
in reflecting myself, my life, my love, my sins.
in reflecting my time, my soul, myself.
how far am i. going for things i wanted to do.
how far did i left my patience,
how far did i left my Islam,
how far did i left my knowledge.
how far did i fall, from tumbling on a stone,
now im deep in this ravine.
deep.
help. what should i do. what should we do.
O Allah. Help me.
. ...
astaghfirull al azim. astaghfirulah al azim.
we need to do something.tell me.
im so sure its love.
but why did i do so?
why stain spmething so pure?
in reflecting myself, my life, my love, my sins.
in reflecting my time, my soul, myself.
how far am i. going for things i wanted to do.
how far did i left my patience,
how far did i left my Islam,
how far did i left my knowledge.
how far did i fall, from tumbling on a stone,
now im deep in this ravine.
deep.
help. what should i do. what should we do.
O Allah. Help me.
. ...
astaghfirull al azim. astaghfirulah al azim.
we need to do something.tell me.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
adam hawa
Kecantikan seorang lelaki bukan kepada rupa fizikal tetapi pada murni
rohani. Lelaki yang cantik adalah :-
1) Lelaki yang mampu mengalirkan air mata untuk ingatan.
2) Lelaki yang sedia menerima segala teguran.
3) Lelaki yang memberi madu, setelah menerima racun.
4) Lelaki yang tenang dan lapang dada.
5) Lelaki yang baik sangka.
6) Lelaki yang tak pernah putus asa.
Kecantikan lelaki berdiri di atas kemuliaan hati. Seluruh kecantikan Yang
Ada pada Nabi Muhammad adalah kecantikan yang sempurna seorang lelaki…
Dan dimana Kegagahan Wanita???
Kegagahan seorang wanita bukan kepada pejal otot badan, tetapi pada
kekuatan perasaan. Perempuan yang gagah adalah :-
1) Perempuan yang tahan menerima sebuah kehilangan.
2) Perempuan yang tidak takut pada kemiskinan.
3) Perempuan yang tabah menanggung kerinduan setelah ditinggalkan.
4) Perempuan yang tidak meminta-minta agar di penuhi segala keinginan.
Kegagahan perempuan berdiri di atas teguh iman. Seluruh kegagahan yang ada
pada Khadijah adalah kegagahan sempurna bagi seorang perempuan.
Sabda Rasulullah SAW :
“Sebarkanlah ajaranku walaupun satu ayat ” Surah Al-Ahzab : Ayat 71
“Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu
dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka
sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar.”
rohani. Lelaki yang cantik adalah :-
1) Lelaki yang mampu mengalirkan air mata untuk ingatan.
2) Lelaki yang sedia menerima segala teguran.
3) Lelaki yang memberi madu, setelah menerima racun.
4) Lelaki yang tenang dan lapang dada.
5) Lelaki yang baik sangka.
6) Lelaki yang tak pernah putus asa.
Kecantikan lelaki berdiri di atas kemuliaan hati. Seluruh kecantikan Yang
Ada pada Nabi Muhammad adalah kecantikan yang sempurna seorang lelaki…
Dan dimana Kegagahan Wanita???
Kegagahan seorang wanita bukan kepada pejal otot badan, tetapi pada
kekuatan perasaan. Perempuan yang gagah adalah :-
1) Perempuan yang tahan menerima sebuah kehilangan.
2) Perempuan yang tidak takut pada kemiskinan.
3) Perempuan yang tabah menanggung kerinduan setelah ditinggalkan.
4) Perempuan yang tidak meminta-minta agar di penuhi segala keinginan.
Kegagahan perempuan berdiri di atas teguh iman. Seluruh kegagahan yang ada
pada Khadijah adalah kegagahan sempurna bagi seorang perempuan.
Sabda Rasulullah SAW :
“Sebarkanlah ajaranku walaupun satu ayat ” Surah Al-Ahzab : Ayat 71
“Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu
dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka
sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar.”
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
birthday
its your birthday!
oh. now, its 20th already here,
shall i wait for your 20th to come?
oh. dillema.
oh. now, its 20th already here,
shall i wait for your 20th to come?
oh. dillema.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
kawan saya
oh, my dear, dear friend,
how deep have you fell,
in love, betrayal, and stupidity.
oh, how i wished things were different,
oh, how i wish i could make things different.
dont dare you say i didnt try,
but dear, how far can i try,
when a friend is just a friend,
coping to keep u content and keeping u away from danger,
when i myself is too, still unwise in this harsh world,
still shallow in experience, and wisdom.
but dear, become used to see and hear you weep, i became speechless, just as i were before,
knowing of the facts of your life,
it made me so numb and handle you like a glass,
like a glass, so fragile, so clear, so obvious,
yet u are tainted, as all humans are,
and now you are broken, so easily,
by the f**king jerk. damn.
so harsh, yet gently, he pushed you over,
watching you fall into pieces,
yes, i am to be blamed, as i am nowhere to help,
yet, y cant you see it is his doing, and yours,
blaming is not the answer, yet seeing the truth and swallow it,
is what you need,
the bitter truth is always sweeter than the lie you tell yourself,
never did it make you better, never.
now i say, what i cant say to you anymore,
for the frustration u gave,
the hurt will never be undone,
yes, who else know better about getting hurt than you.
so, you should know better.
how deep have you fell,
in love, betrayal, and stupidity.
oh, how i wished things were different,
oh, how i wish i could make things different.
dont dare you say i didnt try,
but dear, how far can i try,
when a friend is just a friend,
coping to keep u content and keeping u away from danger,
when i myself is too, still unwise in this harsh world,
still shallow in experience, and wisdom.
but dear, become used to see and hear you weep, i became speechless, just as i were before,
knowing of the facts of your life,
it made me so numb and handle you like a glass,
like a glass, so fragile, so clear, so obvious,
yet u are tainted, as all humans are,
and now you are broken, so easily,
by the f**king jerk. damn.
so harsh, yet gently, he pushed you over,
watching you fall into pieces,
yes, i am to be blamed, as i am nowhere to help,
yet, y cant you see it is his doing, and yours,
blaming is not the answer, yet seeing the truth and swallow it,
is what you need,
the bitter truth is always sweeter than the lie you tell yourself,
never did it make you better, never.
now i say, what i cant say to you anymore,
for the frustration u gave,
the hurt will never be undone,
yes, who else know better about getting hurt than you.
so, you should know better.
the change
being apart,
i feel this gap between us two,
this high walls that is more than just distance,
taking note of the time difference,
the different things we do, the different things we see, the different places we are at,
and many tremendous other different things,
at some point drives me crazy, of trying to keep check of the changes,
drives me into agony, trying to handle the rapid changes,
and so i calm myself, calm my self,
telling myself, making me realize we still are the same,
loving each other, and maybe more or so,
oh, and the only thing i am able to do is missing you, oh so dearly.
helplessly,loving you, missing you. and pray.
i feel this gap between us two,
this high walls that is more than just distance,
taking note of the time difference,
the different things we do, the different things we see, the different places we are at,
and many tremendous other different things,
at some point drives me crazy, of trying to keep check of the changes,
drives me into agony, trying to handle the rapid changes,
and so i calm myself, calm my self,
telling myself, making me realize we still are the same,
loving each other, and maybe more or so,
oh, and the only thing i am able to do is missing you, oh so dearly.
helplessly,loving you, missing you. and pray.
hands
these hands in mine,
these miraculous hands, the hands im eager to hold,
the warm hands im eager to see, to hold, to feel,
the hands i wish to hold forever.
with a touch of one finger could set me trembling,
making me want to hold them, hoping to settle my heart,
settle these emotions,
so holding them tight, feeling the presence,
feeling its real,
so i hold it closely, studying it with care,
and the thought struck me, as i feel the lines of veins,
streaming under its skin,
these hands are so blissful, would be able to help so many people,
oh, how i cherish these hands,
please,
let me embrace them for the rest of my life.
-024th sept-
these miraculous hands, the hands im eager to hold,
the warm hands im eager to see, to hold, to feel,
the hands i wish to hold forever.
with a touch of one finger could set me trembling,
making me want to hold them, hoping to settle my heart,
settle these emotions,
so holding them tight, feeling the presence,
feeling its real,
so i hold it closely, studying it with care,
and the thought struck me, as i feel the lines of veins,
streaming under its skin,
these hands are so blissful, would be able to help so many people,
oh, how i cherish these hands,
please,
let me embrace them for the rest of my life.
-024th sept-
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