feeling guilty, and densely ashamed of myself,
my foolishness, my ignorance, my childishness, my greed etc.etc.
rapt with your care, love and care,
i became chaotic with the urge of longing,
with the crowd of thoughts, ugly ones,
rushing into my head ruthlessly,
desperate and confused i became,
'im sorry to bother you,
yet i need you so'
always been an issue,
'i know you love me,
will you leave me."
always been my fear,
thou never did come across you,
damn.im wrecked.
wrecked, in a wrecked ship,
helplessly hoping i can swim,
gasping for air while choking in panic.
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