Wednesday, August 10, 2011

eager. fear. in love.

its weird how i feel like i wanna scream out loud that im in love and things are really,actually happening.
i finally realize that it is a human self assuring mechanism, to tell themselves that it is true, and its really,actually happening. and to keep away the fear of losing it anytime and cherishing at the meantime while it is still there.
happiness can be so fragile.it is fragile.
what happened before tells me that it is as fragile as a satin. and as pretty as satin. as soft as satin. as comfy as satin. yet fragile.
how vulnerable my emotions are, how cautious my thoughts are,
trying not to let it take over myself.
chill a bit.
calm down.
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