its been long since i feel this endless vulnerability,
pecking my heart ruthlessly,
as the heart works where mind cannot interfere,
emotions tremble, as i am
feeling afraid, taken aback by it, i cant say im strong,
and i know im too afraid to loose,
these tears cant compare to the fears i face,
just to lighten things a bit,
as if tears flow out with the fears and vanish as it vaporise,
as things build up,
things; insecurity, insecurity, fear, love.
these tears flow as it will,
knowing of not the actual reason it exist,
but only to know,
that im lost. lost. i know.