tercakap

i've been confronted with an hour and a half of things, things i can hardly remember now. -_-"
synthesizing..
its been hard for both parties.
both are trying to do their best.both are trying hard not to hurt each other.not to burden each other.
its hard when things are out of control, when one thinks one has done their best,
when it is a continuous effort of learning. learning about life. and each other.
now things piling up,
making a mountain of upsetting thoughts and feelings.
gosh. find a way. to get to the heart.
to clean up the mess. such a mess.
but never rush. dont push it aside. it just means more mess being made up.
little by little. i believe there will be a solution.