REturning . Thursday, 02 December 2010 at 09:48

apparently life's greatest value is love.

what i found, was love? or merely just lust?

for what was done, that cant be undone,

i found myself drowned in love,

that was lost,

i loose my sanity and let it burn my dignity,

rip my innocence and kill me slowly.

and now i say gratitude to thee,

the one who gives me the taste of content,

and the feel of passion,guilt and grieve,

for without them i might not learn,

for what i've learnt, i dare not forget.

and i must myself say gratitude to thee, one who reminded me,

the way i was; the one i left behind,

the names and duty i hold with no conscience,

those that i betrayed,and only now i see,

for with love im blinded, with lust im filled with ignorance,

with both im a  fool for myself,

and now,

in the valley of contempt im in,

i thank God, for the light u give,

for the never ending blessings u give,

for the promise u gave never once broken,

for i, thy vile, sordid servant countlessly failed you,

again i beseech forgiveness and guidance,

i beg mercy, please dont leave me in the darkness i went to,

never once, i want to be there ever again,

for you, Almighty, hold the power to all means, 

i plead to hold me, embrace me within your grace.