deep.inside.im.bleeding

i know who am i. i know who is she.
so whats the issue.
love is.
i cant help but to think.
and think. think. and think.
of u . and her.
its amazingly wonderful when ur beside me.
its amazing how ur able to rub off all the thoughts i had, about u and her.
its amazing how im putting all my heart on u.without able to cheat a second when ur with her.
its amazing how im with u when i know ur with her.
u love me. i know.
cant help it.
the thoughts keep on hunting me.
every single second i walk away from u.
every single second u walk away.
every single time u didnt reply my msg.or answer my call.
the thoughts rush in so harshly that i can hardly breath.
the thoughts coming in so many that i cant differ the feelings of sadness or anger or jealousy.
i can say i except everything the way it is.
but the second later i cant.
its hard.
but im trying hard.
hoping hard.
praying. wishing, dreaming. craving. missing.
all out of love.