damn.
u left and thats it.
coming back soon, u say.
but soon seems like forever.
when hoping to hear from you every second im awake,
but there's only silence.
harsh thoughts come in mind,
but the tender heart always keep holding on.
damn. i miss you.
feels like im living in a vacuum world that u cant hear me.
can u?
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
gone, to italy
what do they have in italy?
rome, venice, pisa.. etc.thats namely the place, whats in it would be much more wonderful, isnt it?
yeah. go italy and forget your loved ones.
rome, venice, pisa.. etc.thats namely the place, whats in it would be much more wonderful, isnt it?
yeah. go italy and forget your loved ones.
the ME and 7 men
upon reaching a peaceful and serene moment as a SINGLE girl, the way the world moves around seems harsh on my little simple wish.
coming across people is fun, being friends is really great.
im with azha. i think. i love him. i think. he loves me.i think. gosh.he's far away in ireland. we always skype. but a night without skype would bring a tremendous gap between us. we often quarrel. mostly i guess because both miss each other too much. i thinK!
so i met this sports man, physically attractive, nice, quite caring thou a little tempered.oh, and he has this distinct laugh that will surely make u smile. he says he likes me. its not a bad thing thou. i kind of fond of his presence. he's nice. he is.
then here is my friend, i guy i would never talk to when i first met him in semester 1. but things change and always not like what they appear to be, i become friends with him. along bella and ayong and ter, we always go out together. so i can feel his weird fondness towards me. makes me puke i can tell u that! he's a friend.yep.he is.
n now meet youji, a 20 years old boy who's really into me since like few years back. and last time he counted, i rejected him four times already. he's a good friend, he is. always consistent in being the first one to help me anytime, anywhere. again, distance always come between us. he's a sailor. and always unreachable. but when he is, im one of the first person he'll contact. he's really sweet. really.
and now, meet up with the cafe guys. they are reaching their end of studying here with me. i work part time at the cafe n met them there. the two showed interest in me.
and here, an insanely daring boy, 19 years old and now talking to me about marriage and coming to my house and set up a date for our 'marriage'. my gosh. typing about him gives me an unease feel. seriously, he's a nightmare. i love his dad and mom and family thou(which i met after about 30 hours knowing him) . yeah. i know, gila. but i guess he's too young for such thoughts that he's actually struggling to accept the fact. yeah. im not doing any actions for his absurd and in a way, horrifying ways.
upon getting a proposal from this marry-me boy, my friend says his love for me, his 'i know i love u the first time we met' thing on me. and the cafe guys too, so sudden in saying their affection towards me. and the sports man, finding out of the marriage proposal, he eventually showed much understanding but it is killing him that he have to ask the same thing from me. damn.
here, me and SEVEN men. between love affection and commitment.
my fault is it. yeah, kalau terjun bangunan awal2 kan senang. x de pening diri sndiri and 7 orang ni.
:) penat.
coming across people is fun, being friends is really great.
im with azha. i think. i love him. i think. he loves me.i think. gosh.he's far away in ireland. we always skype. but a night without skype would bring a tremendous gap between us. we often quarrel. mostly i guess because both miss each other too much. i thinK!
so i met this sports man, physically attractive, nice, quite caring thou a little tempered.oh, and he has this distinct laugh that will surely make u smile. he says he likes me. its not a bad thing thou. i kind of fond of his presence. he's nice. he is.
then here is my friend, i guy i would never talk to when i first met him in semester 1. but things change and always not like what they appear to be, i become friends with him. along bella and ayong and ter, we always go out together. so i can feel his weird fondness towards me. makes me puke i can tell u that! he's a friend.yep.he is.
n now meet youji, a 20 years old boy who's really into me since like few years back. and last time he counted, i rejected him four times already. he's a good friend, he is. always consistent in being the first one to help me anytime, anywhere. again, distance always come between us. he's a sailor. and always unreachable. but when he is, im one of the first person he'll contact. he's really sweet. really.
and now, meet up with the cafe guys. they are reaching their end of studying here with me. i work part time at the cafe n met them there. the two showed interest in me.
and here, an insanely daring boy, 19 years old and now talking to me about marriage and coming to my house and set up a date for our 'marriage'. my gosh. typing about him gives me an unease feel. seriously, he's a nightmare. i love his dad and mom and family thou(which i met after about 30 hours knowing him) . yeah. i know, gila. but i guess he's too young for such thoughts that he's actually struggling to accept the fact. yeah. im not doing any actions for his absurd and in a way, horrifying ways.
upon getting a proposal from this marry-me boy, my friend says his love for me, his 'i know i love u the first time we met' thing on me. and the cafe guys too, so sudden in saying their affection towards me. and the sports man, finding out of the marriage proposal, he eventually showed much understanding but it is killing him that he have to ask the same thing from me. damn.
here, me and SEVEN men. between love affection and commitment.
my fault is it. yeah, kalau terjun bangunan awal2 kan senang. x de pening diri sndiri and 7 orang ni.
:) penat.
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