love

love is
first.. trust.. full trust..

truthful.. never lie n keep any secret from each other

  sincere... do everything for her sincerely without expecting anything

       loyal.. without it there is no maening to have relation..

   sacrifice.. sacrifice everything for her.. eg self control n respect her..

care for her.. be by her side all the time...

patience,for only it can make things last




always, bon jovi
because you loved me, celine deon
making love out of nothing at all, air supply
thank you for loving me, bon jovi
send me an angel

death.

lost my granpa. he passed away yesterday.
i cried. a lot.
after crying, i thought i'll be okay.
when other people talks about him on his funeral day, i didnt drop a single tear.
but inside, it aches.why am i not crying?
...i thought i was okay.
but no,im not, time by time,tears come down out of nowhere.
and i know, i've been hiding it inside me, and hidden things find their own way out.
...
i love u granpa, hope u'll get lots of rahmat n peace from teh One.

lies and love

lie. why do people lie?
what does it mean by the word lie.
Lie : not telling the truth
why did i lied? to my own bestfriend.
its the worst.
while i was saying those lies, what was im thinking?
before i spoke the words of lie, i thought,
wouldnt she be worried to know?
wouldnt i be a burden in her head if she worries bout me?
and i dont want to spoil the day, for both of us.
but as usual, i know, by the time im with her, i will tell her the truth.
i know i will, i always do.
but when the truth came out before i can tell her,
it turns around.all back at me.
it feels like bullets coming after you.
every blow, makes a hole.
every blow, is as painful as h*aven.
whats worst,
the way my friend walks away, with traits of my bloody shots all the way.
every step she took,is like a trigger of a gun, makes a hole, right here in my heart...
...
damn.. im loosing her. i hate this coz i love her..do i?